I don't even know the date of my last blog.
But I know for a fact a LOT has transpired since then. And then at the same time, not much has happened since then.
My son, his pregnant girlfriend and their dog moved out.
To make it short, they didn't like how often and loudly I complained and bitched about the filth left around the house. And the behaviour of the "girl" and me having wars with her.
I got sick and tired of cleaning up after a dog that wasn't mine. Period. And two GROWN "adults".
It was out of control. I was out of the house for 21 hours, and I came home to a pig sty. I yelled and screamed until the house was back in order.
My daughter has been driving me nuts lately. To the point where I had to break down and get a hold of her biological father and pretty much beg him for help with her.
I have had some minor issues with the youngest son. And I'm hoping to nip that in the butt/bud? real quick.
And then there is man problems. I have men who try to talk to me. But in old deleted blogs, my history would of shown, I always give 100%. From go. I don't like to talk to more than one guy at a time in order to maintain the fact that I gave 100% of me from start to finish. Blah blah blah.
I have noticed the phone calls have slowed down and become shorter. I have noticed the dynamics of our phone calls have changed.
And to be real, when I'm there, there isn't much in the way of sexual contact. I mean there is minor hand holding and the random kiss. But....
I feel like I'm losing my happy place.
