So I haven't really blogged in the last month or two. Why, because I have been working like a fiend, and with the Bah-humbug season in full effect.
And if, by chance, you totally missed my sentiments for the holidays....
I mean, it wasn't sooooo bad. I got to see a bunch of my nieces and nephews. But it's also a time when I am reminded of the ones I can't see, or won't see.
Of my brothers and sisters I can't see during the holidays.
And that makes me sad.
And THEN, if that wasn't enough....
I have been pretty lonely for the last couple of months.
I'm partially to blame for it though.
I had a procedure done, shortly after meeting the fellah that was taking up my last few blogs. Which put me out of condition for a little while.
But when I was able to see him... Schedules didn't match up, I was busy, he was busy.
The other day I pretty much invited myself over.... And I haven't really heard from him since.
Read between the lines?
I should probably do that eh?
Tomorrow is New Years Eve. And what are my plans?
There aren't any plans.
My kids have more plans than I do.
I will be spending New Years, like Christmas, alone.
Like so many years before, like many years to come.
I don't understand.....