No surprises here.

So I haven't really blogged in the last month or two. Why, because I have been working like a fiend, and with the Bah-humbug season in full effect.

And if, by chance, you totally missed my sentiments for the holidays....

I mean, it wasn't sooooo bad. I got to see a bunch of my nieces and nephews. But it's also a time when I am reminded of the ones I can't see, or won't see.

Of my brothers and sisters I can't see during the holidays.

And that makes me sad.

And THEN, if that wasn't enough....

I have been pretty lonely for the last couple of months.

I'm partially to blame for it though.

I had a procedure done, shortly after meeting the fellah that was taking up my last few blogs. Which put me out of condition for a little while.

But when I was able to see him... Schedules didn't match up, I was busy, he was busy.

The other day I pretty much invited myself over.... And I haven't really heard from him since.

Read between the lines?

I should probably do that eh?

Tomorrow is New Years Eve. And what are my plans?

There aren't any plans.

My kids have more plans than I do.

I will be spending New Years, like Christmas, alone.

Like so many  years before, like  many years to come.

I don't understand.....