Thanksgiving weekend....

I have so much to be thankful for this Thanksgiving.

My kids, my family, my health, my friends. The fact that I am happy with life right now.

I am in a happy place. The one thing I always thought I would never find...

Even if it's only for right now. I am happy.

I was hoping to see my fellah... But so far this weekend, that hasn't happened. But on a plus side, we spend so much time on the phone it's as if we are together. I mean today, so far, cuz I am only blogging because he is in the shower... BECAUSE we even stayed on the phone while he cut his hair. We spend endless hours on the phone.

And he constantly makes references to feeling like he is in high school again. And the great, amazing, wonderful thing is... so do I.

I truly enjoy every minute I spend with him on the phone. And when I am at work, and can't talk to him, and I have a few moments... he is always on my mind.

It's weird. I love the connection I feel with him. And yet, we have only had one night. And countless hours on the phone. Way too many. I know I have been running on fumes since the day we started talking. But when I say that I am not complaining. Because I get this rush when I am on the phone with him.

He said it a few minutes ago... It's not like we have to talk, just to be on the phone with each other, to know that the other one is on the other end of the phone....

He says everything a woman/girl wants to/needs to hear. He says all of the right things... just perfectly. And I hold back. And I know he knows I do.

I told him today he should of been home earlier and invited me over. I miss his physical company. I miss him. Wow... I miss him. After one night.

And if I was to write like I was in high school...

I frikken miss his juicy lips. (As he just texted me to say he is out of the shower...) So forget the blogging, I'm taking the phone call :P